I can't remember.
I want to remember even though remembering will be like breaking a scar.
I read that sometimes things happen and you will yourself to forget, post tramautic stress I guess. Is it being scared to remember? Or am I not facing the situation? Maybe it didn't even happen. Maybe its all in my head. Maybe im that sick to think..
there's possibilities though.
I couldn't tell you how old i think i was, or how many times,
I could tell you everything before it happened but what happened after flesh was revealed?
Perverted, i don't want to think about, this is the first time i have written about it.
Secret two is I might have been raped.