I haven't been able to speak my mind since. and when I try to, even just a little, no one understands.
I haven't met anyone like her. I've been so stuck in my head because she's been gone so fucking long.
I want her here, I want it to be a summer night where we stay up until morning and listen to music and take pictures and dye our hair and smoke cigarettes.
and just be sad. I need someone to be sad with, because I'm oh so lonely.