I thought staying up until 5 am yesterday would help but nooo, here I am.
can't get comfortable and can't stop thinking. can't decide if I should just lay here, read a book, go outside or watch a movie.
usually it's easy, I lay down and I imagine all these scenarios until I start to fall asleep and the scenarios turn into dreams and then that's it, I'm off.
but the past nights I can't shut down, I'm completely on and wired.